new me......


haha....i just shaved...not anywhere but it my head....more importantly...it's de left side of my head...hahah...de so called mark of a new me....

de post this afternoon...i was so emotional....even till after i woke up....

i went to bath. looked at myself. and maybe cried a little. cos it was damn steamy in my bath room...anyway...i looked at my new decending layer...and i tot...wad about a decending front...and so i started....i wanted it to be a mark of me...finally wanting to let go...hahah...and so all de shaving and cutting started...and wooo...cool!!

i arent used to it first...but when i spiked it and all..woohoo
COOL~~~~
it used to be my wish to have such heads. and i finally have them...well...not as i planned for it to happen...but yea...

this shall mark the date i try to let go...not being sure i can...or not..but i shall try...hahah...
feeling alot fresher now...and yea...tml's a new date to start forgetting...

deep down..i know i cant lah...even as "lighted headed" as i am now...i am still so heavily thinking bout her...but really...let me try...and i promise...in de course of trying..and i failed....i will surely go and ask her..


DO YOU LIKE mE!!!!!!??

tats is..if i fail trying...or if suddenly sparks really me...hahaha

i sound dumb..but yea..tats wad i am gonna do!!

someone told me...i should be like myself....be cheerful and so happy...and finally i shall do it..hahah

i try to get a photo and upload...my new hair...see ya guys..hahah....woo!

6:12 AM
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