its raining now...and i just closed my i-tunes...i am typing in darkness....

i am feeling so empty now....i tried to start a conversation with her just now...and de replies all came in a..."ya" , "lol" kinda way.....the way in which makes it so diff to continue a convo....i wonder if she does tat to others....or isit me onli..."her way of say buzz off eh??"

it took me so much courage to click on her name...and to say a simple hello...i got a "yo" back...then i went on a little...then she says she's slping soon...she dont wwanna talk to me eh??...i often use de same excuse too....karma....

i tried telling her tat it is very diif for me...really...but i dint dare....i lost all courage eh....

i ask weather she's seen my blog...she haven...but i guess she will be coming in soon...she will see al these....and she will think tat i am a big hypocrite....ask her to come in and see wad i dint dare to tell her face to face...hahah...wad a thing i need now...to fill this emptyness ehh??

wonderful wonderful wonderful....

the weather reflects on me now....and i think de rain's dripping tru....i can feel it on my cheeks..hahha....

gotta try and break tru ya...like i always did....so yea...schs tml...try to go to slp now...should's waste de rain..

7:55 AM
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